randomly speaking
firstly, i'm hungry. but... must. supress. hunger.
food. bad.
pain. good.
secondly, ants crawling into my ears. no, not right now, but what if? list of biggest fears? that's right on it. my primary school classmate Davina had ants crawl into her ears a few times when we were kids. it happened twice when we were having a Math test. it looked really painful, and she was crying, but all the while i was thinking "well at least she doesn't have to take the test."
autumn is finally here. i think. almost, anyway. it's getting chillier. it rained heavily this morning. well, as heavy as it can get here, anyway. i'm still crossing my fingers for a good ol' proper thunderstorm. just some nice light & sound display, nothing spectacular. nothing like, say, the twister that hit Birmingham and damaged hundreds of houses. that's too much.
i went to see a baby 2 weekends ago. my friend Lauren finally had hers, a baby girl named Faith. she's very teeny tiny, and well, she scares me. a little. i held her, for 5 seconds, before freaking out and giving her back to her dad. she just looked really... judgemental. if babies can look like that. like, "why so tense?" like she FELT my fear. like, "ohh YOU. what DO you think you're doing. you think we like that? idiot." except when she said "idiot" it was with a Spanish accent, cos insulting comments always sound so good with a Spanish twist on it.
pain. good.
movies i really want to see but am finding trouble finding time to (and i'm too lazy to source and link them so google them if you will):
1. Sisterhood of the Travelling Pants. because a tween on the radio gave it a 11 out of 10!
2. The Island. Ewan MacGregor. say no more.
3. Crash. it's this summer's [insert last summer's over-hyped movie]. well, i say over-hyped, but for all i know, since i havent actually seen it yet, it might be deserving of all the hype. so i won't judge before i see.
4. can't remember the name, but it's by Hayao Miyazaki (of Castle in the Sky and That Other One that I Can't Remember The Name Of fame) and it's showing tomorrow afternoon at 1! and apparently that's the only time they're going to show it so if there ever was an excuse to take 2 hours off to see a movie i don't know what is.
here's a really good mechanism to avoid talking (or, in this case, writing) about what's really troubling you, or what's really causing life to be so shitty. talk (or, write) about random non-important things! cos, you know, shitty life? oh so cliché. screwed and hopeless? been there, done that. so have a million other people. turn the page. start over.
pain. good.
and it ain't the hunger.
food. bad.
pain. good.
secondly, ants crawling into my ears. no, not right now, but what if? list of biggest fears? that's right on it. my primary school classmate Davina had ants crawl into her ears a few times when we were kids. it happened twice when we were having a Math test. it looked really painful, and she was crying, but all the while i was thinking "well at least she doesn't have to take the test."
autumn is finally here. i think. almost, anyway. it's getting chillier. it rained heavily this morning. well, as heavy as it can get here, anyway. i'm still crossing my fingers for a good ol' proper thunderstorm. just some nice light & sound display, nothing spectacular. nothing like, say, the twister that hit Birmingham and damaged hundreds of houses. that's too much.
i went to see a baby 2 weekends ago. my friend Lauren finally had hers, a baby girl named Faith. she's very teeny tiny, and well, she scares me. a little. i held her, for 5 seconds, before freaking out and giving her back to her dad. she just looked really... judgemental. if babies can look like that. like, "why so tense?" like she FELT my fear. like, "ohh YOU. what DO you think you're doing. you think we like that? idiot." except when she said "idiot" it was with a Spanish accent, cos insulting comments always sound so good with a Spanish twist on it.
pain. good.
movies i really want to see but am finding trouble finding time to (and i'm too lazy to source and link them so google them if you will):
1. Sisterhood of the Travelling Pants. because a tween on the radio gave it a 11 out of 10!
2. The Island. Ewan MacGregor. say no more.
3. Crash. it's this summer's [insert last summer's over-hyped movie]. well, i say over-hyped, but for all i know, since i havent actually seen it yet, it might be deserving of all the hype. so i won't judge before i see.
4. can't remember the name, but it's by Hayao Miyazaki (of Castle in the Sky and That Other One that I Can't Remember The Name Of fame) and it's showing tomorrow afternoon at 1! and apparently that's the only time they're going to show it so if there ever was an excuse to take 2 hours off to see a movie i don't know what is.
here's a really good mechanism to avoid talking (or, in this case, writing) about what's really troubling you, or what's really causing life to be so shitty. talk (or, write) about random non-important things! cos, you know, shitty life? oh so cliché. screwed and hopeless? been there, done that. so have a million other people. turn the page. start over.
pain. good.
and it ain't the hunger.
posted by nu. at 2:48 pm
3 Comments:
You're right. Insults always sound better in a Spanish accent.
Cheer up. It's not always that bad.
The Island is OK... the girl is a baaaaabe, but there were too many confusing chase scenes and I would have liked a slower start or some investigation (rather than revealing all at once).
Wasn't a *bad* film.
ah. noted. will avoid.
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